Damaged

Upon seeing that so many people I know seem to be having these problems with the love in their lives. I have decided to reflect.......Where is the point that you begin to give up on continually trying to allow someone to see that you are an amazing person? Do you ever give up? This horrible unacquainted love seems so sad. The fact that people have such a hard time just finding it in their hearts to love each other just makes me sick. The only conclusion, or I guess compassionate remark is, it is such a loss for the person who does not see what is right in front of them. Over said and over used but so true. Are you wrong to just say nothing, wanting and waiting, keeping all this bottled inside? Why is it sometimes one needs to work so hard to make someone understand how deep love and admiration works? I keeps people damaged and broken, but everyone keeps on toughing it , piddling away at the battle we call love.

Stuck for today

I always think of the great things I want to do or the amazing person I would like to become. Why do I feel is if life is this long race for things I must accomplish and do immediately.Possibly it is fact I am young and so eager to explore the world that folds out before me.I expect that no one really wants to be what everyone else ends up, just some normal person with a normal life and a daily routine. But the fact is that very few people truly live out this amazing dream they have in their head about their future. They do things like get married and have kids and buy houses, and go on vacation twice a year. They might make one trip to a far away land and explore very little of this amazing earth. Try as I may to not feed into the stream of people who lead these average lives, there is little I can do to escape. The fear of losing all of the comforts of my uber techno savvy life lead me to my daily goal of earning money, working a job I dislike very much and loath more and more everyday.To break free of this value of money I would be doing something so few can, disregarding the impact of society and breaking the rules. Living without money or value is so incomprehensible I don't believe I could ever be that free! But I guess the choices are to go back to my daily life and continue my path, wishing to get out of this routine or actually take the leap and do something about it, and quit my bitching.