Far to much

I am not having one of those anxiety attacks, It just seems that there is so much going on in my life that i can't get a grasp on what I truly need to do. I am living in a blender and everything is spinning around so fast i can't seem to hold on to even a thought for long enough to ponder it. But my demeanor is so calm and collected and serene. I know I will get through this annoyance, that keeps me from feeling on edge , while I lay on my bed, trying to work out the plan to solve the crazy mix of errands i only wish sleep was one of them.